Sick of the grind

hi, some of you may know me i´ve been playing poker on and off, and in the past months i didnt dedicate anytime to it, im 22 no college degree living in parents house and i do 0 for a living, my days are in front of the pc playing LoL and sc2 waiting for the day to go visit my (ex)-gf who lives 200km apart. and there i do the same... since i spend almost no money and had some from poker i didnt have any worrys, heres the thing, she broke up with me for that and many other reasons... i know i wont get my first love back thats not the point here, the point is what should i do now? im depressed and i just dont see myself getting a degree and working the office 9/5 thingy... in september i want to try and join aircraft maintenance but there is still a long time to go, i feel like this is my shot to get shit together, should i try poker again?? (never got past nl100)

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Hi guys, this is my first blog entry (2nd actually but 1st was about $ transfer) and i wanted to share my pkr experience with you guys :D.
I´ve been playing poker for more than a year now, gone up from nl5 to nl 25 and nl50 where i stand now, this month is going great so far apart from the recent downswing where i lost 5 Bis .


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(nl25 / nl50)

I usually play 18 tables stacked, this doesn´t give me much time (or none) to think about my hands while playing them, after my the sessions i usually review my missplays and see that im playing really bad in some spots i didnt even imagined, in spots where the stacks are going in i think i play most of them good after reviewing but the small pots which are pretty important i play pretty F***in bad lol and its not enough to review them, i need to learn what to do and how to react accordingly.

As of right now im playing poker just for fun, i don´t really need the money because my fathers pay me my college and give me $ monthly, i spend poker money on things for myself like car-audio SC2 partys etc.. things i can live without (or not ), and my plan now is to buy a 24" monitor so i can reduce my tables to 12 playing tile or maybe less and start learning more from the game with less focus on the $.

My goal in poker is to move up until i think i can live only playin it, i mean... the average wage in my country is 550$ and the unnemployment is 11% and moving up so i dont think i can really just get a job and live from that that easily... (don´t get me wrong i want to finish my degree 4sure)

Maybe i will buy some CRunners/Dcracked membership dunno which one is better.

I would appreciate if u leaved some ideas thoughts about how to learn faster and really if its a good idea, i think this is a problem of many regs not only mine :S.

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hi all, i want to trade around 700$ on FTP for 700$ in PStars if anyone reputable on this forum can do me that favor i would really appreciate.

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